Tuesday, August 22, 2006

1st date of the "new year."

So one of the dudes I met on the train I will be meeting up with him for the first time tonight. Our first phone conversation lasted a few hours so that is a good sign I guess. I must say I am a bit nervous because since re-entering the dating scene we have crossed a few things I had decided I wasn't going to do. The first one was talk about ex's. Some how our convo went there and I think bringing the ex convo in prematurely is a bad thing but it wasn't my move it was his and I don't know how to stop some one from going there. The next issue is he wants this to be an indoors date and hmmm I hate those kinds of dates. The last dude who I had a horrible experience with I didn't realize he wasn't even my type until we went out together and I said to myself this cat is not even official at all. Even on a day when I am kind of being bummy about my look I still look presentable but I didn't realize he wasn't official because I had only chilled with him at his place . Had we gone on a date and he had shown up the way he was that one time we went out loneliness or not I doubt things would have gone where they did. Any way fuck him he's evil. I'm nervous about the at home date because I haven't had sexual intercourse in 13 months and I'm weak , very weak. My theory on the at home dates is people usually end up fooling around because they run out of things to do and as men we are always horny. I think I will roll the dice (take your right hand out and act as if you are rolling dice you will get it) before we meet up just to ensure nothing will happen, hmm good idea I'm going with that. Will update the blogger world on what happens.

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