Monday, October 16, 2006

What makes me smile

The past month has been crazy hectic but I cant say I have been upset . I am doing a job assignment I wouldnt have chosen. I am almost never on top of things but im far from giving up I feel somewhere that I will get on top of things. Anyhow I have been lately trying to steer away from the negative and I'm just going to take a moment to list the things that make me smile because sometimes I forget that if I want to be happy all I have to do is smile and make myself happy.
(in no particular order)
1) listening to music
2) a good conversation with a close freind where you dont want it to end it but have to because the conventions of time are forcing you to.
3) Sipping on coffee collecting my thoughts at 6 soemthing in the morning.
4) My students (seeing that light bulb go off, making them smile, knowing that they know I care )
5) Going out by myself. With out all the drama and shadiness. I like the times when I lose that whole insecure bubble and could care less how many eyes are on me or not.
6) S.O.B.S. ( I love that spot especially sol village it inspires me once a month and keeps me dreaming that one day I will actually find myself on a stage again living the dream.)
7) Waking up to a good gospel song one that is so good that it makes me sing in the groggy voice and I am not a morning person so thats alot.
8) Going out to manhattan alone with no particular thing to do but enjoy the city.
9) Indian Food
10) Soul Food
11) Looking up Stupid shit on myspace like people who I went to high school with you. Its funny how that girl that used to sit behind me in math has such huge ass titties now damn that shit was bugging me out. And to see all the people who looked better in HS then they do now 10 years later , I'm soo glad thats not me, its definently the other way around.