Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Get out of jail free card

Well I think me and my friend had our last discussion. He wanted to know why it is that I dont innitiate us hanging out and to be honst I couldn't even think up and answer. Well I guess it wasn't not being able to think up and answer but it was more of not being able to think up an answer that wouldnt hurt his feelings. After me not answering the question he was done with the conversation he said he would call me later but that didnt happen. He has been practicing the art of distancing himself from me and I think he is making a good decision. I sold him a lemon, well not really I never really sold him anything. I pretty much maintained a show of inconsistency and he pretty much figured his percistence could change everything. He is a sweet dude I want to end this in a respectful way I just don't really know how to. In the beginning he told me he doesn't need another friend so would it really matter how respectful I end this its not like we will ever really talk again. I hope I didnt hurt his feelings. I dont want the karma but shit the pass few years, what I have been dealing with in dating I feel like I'm at a karma deficit so it should all work out lol.