So I planned it out and thought it out but the date didn't arrive. Well truth be told I didn't really believe in it . My faith in it happening went in and out. I was gung ho two nites and stayed in the rest of the days I was supposed to be putting myself in the public eye.
I came to a thought about how you give certain people a moment in your life that you may never get back . Even an Insignificant moment and whether or not those people deserve it. Let me list a few examples
1) My birthday - when I turned 24 I went on a date with my first and only kind of boyfriend. The date was amazing the realtionship was wack on many levels and affected me even wanting to be in a relationship for years to follow. No matter what everytime I have a birthday I think of that great night but I also think of what proceeded it from an open heart to an ice-box where it used to be . Even if i think about it for 5 minutes it's a waste , he didnt deserve it.
2) The first guy I had sex with- He was a dude from online. There was no loving story attached to it . It was aight but I could have done with out it but I will never get that moment back.
So my first Valentines day date, I decided it was worth more to me then to give it to some one I just met a few days prior to it . And truth be told giving Valentines day to a stranger may emply something unless it is discussed in advance. So I decided to go to the gym and to go to the record store (sidebar: I was thinking the last few times I went to the record store how I would love for wow gospel 2008 to come out and I walked in and there it was sitting on the shelf .... ahhh the secret lol) and went to buy a new mop from K-mart (sidebar: dont fuck with the swiffer wet jet , they romanced me with there commercials and all and I threw my old mop out but the minute you have a spill you realize swiffer can't do shit for you. )
So the time crunch wasn't right for the valentines day world tour so I decided to add another leg to the tour. Im going to extend it to march 14 and lets see what we come up with .
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