Hmmm
So I read that post again. I read , I thought about it played it out again in my head and I thought wow what a waste of time that was . I mean the post is true to its self and what I was going through at the moment. But how amazing life would be if I didn't put myself through half the shit others put me through. GI put me through enough did I need to waste days mulling over it putting myself through it three times as worse. Anyhow just working on me.
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Yea, u did need them three days...even tho dwelling is the sure way reek havoc in a matter, it also allows you time to rationalize ur emotions...and look what u figured: He's not worth the trouble. STAY UP, BROTHA.
I don't know if I agree. I feel like you blew the situation out of proportion. I think if anything it damaged your ego. That's about it. To expect sex because it's happened before is dumb on your part and pretty selfish. The only thing about the weekend that I feel causes any kind of caution is when he left for that random overtime. Everything else was something that your psyche put together to rational the damage to your ego. I don't think he played with your emotions. He just fucked up your ego and it has you tripping because from what I've read about the many other guys that you have had sex, messed around with, or been talking to at any given time, you haven't had that problem.
If anything, he was your reality check. Everything isn't in your court. You have to play the game like a team, or no game will be played at all. I think you should see what you want first before feeling like you want to talk to someone. I think your priorities aren't in order when it comes to men.
Hopefully you'll figure something out or at least possibly sit down and think about what was typed here.
Thank for you comment annonymous but its not that simple. A bruise to the ego is nothing . I mean I dont see myself as some one who walks around thinking he can have any and everything he wants and none of my post have pointed towards that. To tell some one they blew something out of proportion is as if you are saying how you would respond to a situation if you were me. In reality you are not me and have no right to tell me how I should react to a situation. I feel as though maybe you are used to not having options so you cant relate. I know for a fact everything isnt in my court and I am a team player I dont get on buses and travel state to state for everyone . I put myself out there in that situation all I expected was some reciprocity. My priorities are very much so in order when it comes to men I just have had some situations happen to me but I know what I want. Then again you posted as anonymous so you will probably never get this responce and whats the purpose of me even typing this. Anyhow you will probably never understand because you arent me and havent walked in my shoes. But thanks for the comment, I already have things figured out and have no intention on changing my positions.
Personally, I am responding as Anonymous because you don't know me. I don't have a blog. I just surf gay blogs because I think that some gay people have some enlightening things to say and I comment accordingly. The reason I said what I said wasn't because I don't have options. I don't have to club and "put myself out there" and I very much have options, but since I am taken and have been so for about two years now, I have no need for those things. It just bothers me a tad when it sounds like in order to keep the attention of a man, you have to throw some ass or dick his way. There are too many things going around to people in this world (STDS).
I said that your priorities aren't in order because there have been many times when I have read your blog and you were talking about having sex or messing around with a guy and every time its a different guy. I feel like if one's priority with men was to have something meaningful, it wouldn't mean having to have sex or mess around with them. That's all I'm saying.
I can only go by what you write in your blogs. If its not something like you, maybe you should think about it a little.
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