Goodbye Summer

"Goodbye summer it seems you have to go I wasnt ready for the autumn winds to blow"

Well I hope I left no one hanging but I dont think I even want to continue the last post . Dude dint call back then when I saw him again he acted like he was interested then not then whatever ( I guess I am speeding through the long drawn out story because I dont care any more, not interested and i have moved on to other things.)

Any how what a summer it was I would have to say this was one of the first summers where I really felt comfortable in my own skin. No I didnt get the six pack, no MY locs werent freshly twisted, and no I didnt look perfect. However I felt good in my skin . I felt like damn I don't need all that shit I'm hot anyhow. And I guess that was a journey that took all to long time to get to. I guess this summer was that time I needed to refocus. This was the time I needed to adjust the antenae so the picture could come in clear. All That said I really had fun . I went to party, after party, after party, and I talked mingled and all .And I realised something, hmmmm when I am feeling good about me I attract alot of people to me. Although none have really materialized into anything it was all good practice. Just what I need to prepare me for the right person. this was the best summer I have had since I was 23 and I am 28 now.

Although the summer is done I guess its ok Im still not ready for the autumn winds but something tells me they are going to bring with them some great things I just know it..... stay tuned.