Now what do i do

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It has been so long since I 've gotten to more then just the first few introductory dates with a dude. I think the last time I consitently went out with some one and talked to them for more then a month must have been more then three years ago. Oooo shit , what has been going on with me. Any how I met this dude about six weeks ago and you know what I like him. But this is a different like, I like the person who he is; the whole package. Its not the same as others but that is where the problem lies. he isnt a pretty boy looks are not what draws me into him so does that mean I am not attracted, I don't know. My issue is now what do I do. After spending so much time, I feel like in a month or so's time the next step will be addressed. How will I tell him I don't know if I want to be in a relationship. I enjoy him alot but I also enjoy the freedom of being single right now. Damn I forgot how this felt I used to always have this problem when was it that it all stopped and why I am wondering (well I guess some where along the way I started telling people I don't want to be in a relationship.) I must say I feel like I am selling him a lemon; building it up to let him down and I don't even know how to get into the conversation so my views can be expressed properly. I don't want him to go yet.....