Emergency room rant

Here I am again sitting in the emergency room. I am sick as hell and it is at times like this that I really realize how alone I am. Hell I came here by myself I'm going to leave by myself and this shit sucks. Why am I going through this, well in short because I put so many things before myself. I dont have a doctor haven't gotten a checkup in the new millenium. If i had a doctor I could have just gone to his office instead I sit here occassionally falling asleep thinking they called my name while I was knocked out. This place is gross there was blood on the floor in the bathroom (ill yuck nasty.) All I need is a doctor to write me a letter so that I can take a few more days off work because this stomach virus or whatever hasn't run its course.
It's so funny how all the things that cloud my time (like work and trying to find a date) take a backseat when I am throwing up everything I eat. Well I have been here for two hours so far , damn I should have told them I was having an asthma attack (well not a bad idea I wish I could wease on command then I would be all set)